Missed match
Anton Chekhov said that anyone can handle a crisis. It’s the day to day living that wears you down.
Mid-afternoon break with a colleague who chose a blueberry smoothie. I didn’t know men drank blueberry smoothies, but we learn something new every day.
He tells me I look tired. I tell him I’ve been told as much, quite a few times.
We are preparing for the next interview, and I am quickly losing it to the fear.
I ask- Please, be my Strength.
It is the end of the day, and my heart is disquieted.
I also ask – Please, be my Hope.
at the still point of the turning world 